God of the Poor - or God of Everyone?
One pitfall of
writing blog posts about anything going well in my life, any sign of progress,
is that something then generally happens to remind me how often I fall short in
this area, and then I feel like a hypocrite. But the real hypocrisy would be to
show only the highlights and not write about my failures, so this Lent I will
try to be honest.
After I’d
written the last two posts, about the joys of praying together during lockdown
and singing hymns, my lovely partner PDB11 and I decided to have a prayer
session, and finish with a hymn. As I’d
been choosing songs to play on my recorder, I thought it was PDB11’s turn to
choose one to play on the piano. As we’d
been praying about persecution and poverty across the world, he chose Graham
Kendrick’s ‘Beauty for Brokenness’.
The song made me
feel uncomfortable, not because of Kendrick’s message of compassion (which is
one we need to hear), but because of the way my mind looks for the most
depressing interpretation possible. To
me, the opening words ‘Beauty for brokenness, hope for despair,’ sounded not
like a prayer (‘Give us hope instead of
despair,’ or even ‘Give us hope to cure
despair,’) but like a bargain: if we can’t produce enough despair, God won’t be
interested in trading hope for it.
The song
continued with the chorus ‘God of the poor…’ which made me even more uneasy. I wanted to believe that God is the God of everyone, not just the very
poorest. After all, Christians don’t
believe that there are multiple gods for different sectors of society (like the
pantheon of classical Greek religion), so if God is concerned only with those
who are starving and destitute, that leaves the rest of us with no-one to pray
to. It’s hard to pray for compassion for
other people when we fear that God doesn’t have any compassion for us because
we aren’t in his preferred category.
So, as we came
to the end of ‘Beauty for Brokenness’ now, I said snappishly that I wished God
was the God of everyone. Yes, I said, I
knew that PDB11 did believe that God
loved everyone equally, but nevertheless, ‘most people’ believed that God was
biased and loved the poor more than the rich, and that this was a good thing.
I knew that I
was distorting: that most people, even if they talk of, as Gustavo Gutierrez
puts it, ‘God’s preferential option for the poor’ in fact believe
that God loves everyone. But the song
had triggered memories of times when I had become upset by this topic, and so I
was reverting to old patterns of behaviour.
Of course, this,
in turn, was deeply upsetting for PDB11.
He sat slumped at the piano, unable to face playing any more songs. It was some time before we could get the
evening back onto a more or less even keel, with supper, a game of Yahtzee, and
bed. I felt ashamed of raking up the
same old sour clichés, when I knew that they weren’t what Graham Kendrick
meant.
But is God
prejudiced?
The website Got
Questions argues that prejudice and favouritism are wrong.
After all, St Paul reminds both slave-owners (Ephesians 6.9) and slaves
(Colossians 3.25) that ‘there is no favouritism with God,’ implying that God
regards slaves and masters the same way and expects them to listen to the same
teaching. We might want to criticise
Paul for not campaigning to abolish slavery – but by writing, ‘There is neither
Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you
are all one in Christ Jesus,’ (Galatians 3.28) he undermined the whole
rationale behind slavery.
Nonetheless,
Jesus said: ‘Blessed are you who are poor… woe to you who are rich.’ (Luke
6.20-26). Compared with Paul’s emphasis
on unity, Jesus seems (which probably
says more about the way I imagine him than about the real Jesus) to see people
in binary terms: the poor go to heaven and the rich go to hell, unless they
give away everything they have (and are left destitute, therefore finally can
be saved).
I can find words
in Jesus’s teachings to condemn me if I’m rich – and I can interpret ‘rich’ as
meaning anyone who has enough to live on.
But, equally, at times when I haven’t
had enough to live on, I felt that Jesus condemned me because, as I didn’t have
any money to spare, I wasn’t giving to the poor. As a child, I felt guilty about both
simultaneously – because I was ‘rich’ in the sense of being provided for by my
parents, but didn’t get enough pocket money to be able to sponsor a Third World
child.
My paranoid mind
expects Jesus always to find some excuse to condemn me. But my rational mind accepts that, if we
believe the Christian message at all, we believe that God is love – in which
case, it would be impossible for there to be anyone whom God does not love. God is infinitely loving, so He loves each of
us infinitely, so there is no need to worry about whether God loves some people
more than others.
I suspect that
God sees us both more closely and from a greater distance than we see each
other. In one sense, differences between
one human and another probably look insignificant from God’s perspective. Compared to God’s infinite power, the
difference between the richest and the poorest humans must be infinitesimal,
like the difference between the cleverest and the most retarded humans compared
to God’s infinite wisdom, or the difference between the most virtuous and the
wickedest humans compared to God’s infinite goodness.
At the same
time, God sees our hearts. He knows each
of us intimately as individuals, so he doesn’t need to judge us as members of
categories marked ‘rich’ and ‘poor’, or ‘black’ and ‘white’. God wants us to work for social, economic and
environmental justice because each of
us matters, and because the problems the human race faces will destroy all of
us if we don’t work for the good of all.
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